Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Musings

Lake Lanier off Exit 16 on GA 400 seems to be a place out of my imagination.
I have always longed for a place like this. A lake, waters lapping up, pine trees, a few benches and solitude. And here it is just a five minute drive from home. Sometimes life has a way of giving you just what you need.

I have resolved to go there everyday while I am here. I am leaving in twenty days and will perhaps never come here again, so I don't want to miss a thing. I sit on the benches and read, gaze at the water that comes lapping up and walk Rocket sometimes. I want to remember every little detail to know each nook and cranny every curve of the lake..the evening lights the morning moods.


Sometimes noisy teenagers drive in and they rush into the lake with their boats. Never pausing for a moment at the shore, which suits me just fine. The shore is always quiet. Bikers come and ride up the slopes for a good cardio.

Today there was a Mexican family at the lake. the parents in their early twenties, a toddler and a puppy. A little further a couple in their forties sat holding hands. He looked like a biker because of his sidelocks and tattoos. She was more of a housewife, a mom. I wonder if they are partners or just old sweethearts stealing a few moments from life. Moments that are not theirs.
Sometimes when I am at the lake after dark I see an elderly man standing by his pickup truck. What brings him here alone at this hour I wonder. Maye it is only a breath of fresh air he is looking for..maybe it is solace. Maybe he is also trying to make memories or perhaps reliving them.

Even the drive back from the lake is magical. The small intersections leading to roads faintly visible through the foliage, roads full of promise. I do not wish to drive through those roads, the intrigue and promise is more alluring. There are barns and open spaces and sometimes I see horses grazing and then just round the corner comes the small intersection that leads to my house. No promises of magical places here just the beaten track that leads home...

Friday, March 16, 2007

Scribble Away

“After the bare requisites of living and reproducing, man wants most to leave some record of himself, a proof, perhaps, that he has really existed. He leaves his proof on wood, on stone, or on the lives of other people. This deep desire exists in everyone, from the boy who scribbles on a wall to the Buddha who etches his image in the race mind. Life is so unreal. I think that we seriously doubt that we exist and go about trying to prove that we do.”

John Steinback, The Pastures of Heaven


Now this logic explains perfectly the defacing of historical monuments in India. Only in this case it is adults scribbling away to glory in the hope of leaving their mark for posterity.

Shahjahan had built the Taj Mahal but lesser mortals like us without the resources of the Emperor at our disposal can proclaim our love by scratching hearts with cupid's arrows passing right through in historical places.

Think of it…a few decades later when your descendants visit the same place they would be pleasantly surprised to see the names of their forefather etched into immortality.

And if your love does not make it to marriage and subsequent progeny atleast history will bear witness to the fact that You came, you saw, and you loved.

These sweet nothings of today might assume historical significance tomorrow.... seriously (no?). Didn't Ram and his siblings chisel out stone at Mahabalipuram and don't we flock to see that today ?

Archaeologists go to great lengths to find cave paintings and hieroglyphics of the ancient cave dwellers. It is not beyond the realm of possibility that some spoil sport cave dwellers did protest against this so-called defacement of natural beauty.It is just a matter of time I say. One age’s meat is another age’s poison.

And when the day comes the heart sign will gain immense importance. Archaeologists and sociologists will draw conclusions about our lifestyle and society from these markings. And if they can decode it correctly then we will be portrayed as a very loving people. So scribble on all ye tourists.

After the Stone Age and Iron Age all hail the coming of the Love Age!